Life is full of adventures, as I have said before. Life has been created with enormous blessings, from the beginning. It has it's ups and downs because of our nature but has been created for greatness. I have a new outlook on life. I don't want to be one of those mediocre people, like I used to be. I want to be free, blessed and great. My relationship with the Lord needs to be deeper than it is now. I need to be likable, happy, agreeable, kind, loveable, loving, grateful, honest, understanding, gracious, faithful, along with may other qualities that He has that I need to perfect. I need to rely on Him to guide and protect me, not use my own strength and knowledge, but use wisdome that comes from spending time with Him. I want to be an example to others without having to go over and over the importance of them learning to be or do, but when they see me they see the example they need to follow. I want to be able to cry out to God at moments of distress and listen to Him as he instructs. I desire to constantly hunger for more of Him, need His presence, and long for His constant love. Faith, I want faith like no other that doesn't humanly doubt or have any other human characteristics. I need courage, courage to confront sin and to defend what is morally, ethically and spiritually correct.
I now understand that through my abilities this will never be accomplished. I require a relationship with You!!! An intimate connection that molds me into beeing more like you. I LONG FOR YOU!!!
